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Seriously, Dudes are all of a sudden coming out the woodworks. In the last 3 days, I have gotten a call from AJ, D, Bay Boy(a new guy), and J-mac. It�s so weird. D called me Sunday. Remember back in Dec. When I KNEW he had a girlfriend?? Well I was finally able to �trick� the truth out of him. I knew all along. I just wanted him to finally admit that he was lying to me and that he really did have a girl. Apparently, him and the girl broke up. I guess I�m supposed to be the rebound chick. Hmmm...I think not. But I will take him up on the offer to go to lunch. On him of course! I just can�t wait to see who�s ride he is going to roll up in now. AJand his girl are kaput too. We have always been cool even while he was with his girl. I respected his relationship with the mother of his child. And when he would call to vent his frustrations about her, I listened. And that�s all I did. I tried to offer support without being judgmental. It was hard cause the girl was nuts. She took advantage of AJ�s big heart and his unconditional love for his son. I�m just glad that he is finally standing up for himself. Bay boy--�Dude I met about 3 weeks ago via Internet. He seems semi cool, but like most of the dudes that seem to make appearances in my life, he has baggage. Not as much as D-nice, but enough. Enough to know that he will remain a distant friend. Bay boy is starting to kinda work my nerves. He calls me all the time and he sends me text messages damn near every night saying Good Night. It seems sweet, but it�s too much, too soon. And I�m tired of just about falling asleep and hearing my phone go off just to read the same ol text message. Then there is J-mac. Do I really need to go into details about him? He is just there. And I am here. And that�s all I really have to day about that. It�s been a minute, but finally CP asked me for my number. We have been missing each other at the second job. We have been working different projects and when mine ends; his is beginning and vise versa. But he has some baggage too, which include a 13-year-old daughter and a crazy ex-girlfirend (his words, not mine). Damn, with all these dudes and all there baggage, I may as well open up a freakin luggage shop. Work has been crazy. But I think I mentioned that last week. I really don�t see this week getting any better. Especially since it will be a short week for me. I leave Thursday afternoon to go see B. I did some crazy shopping over the weekend. My living room is full of potential outfits, cute lingerie, and shoes. Lots and lots of shoes. I know I�m just going to be gone for 4 days, but B has been vague in letting me know what he has planned and I don�t really know what to bring. I just hope that it is warm in IL. Otherwise a sista gonna be in trouble. In planning and prepping for my trip, there is still so much to be done. Between working two jobs I still need to find time to go to Target (or Wal-Mart if I absolutely HAVE to), wash my clothes, clean my kitchen, get my hair done, get my nails and toes done, shave (boy do I need to shave) and clean my room. Since I don�t get home until 10:45 every night, finding time to do all this is going to be crazy. I am looking forward to the trip. Oh did I mention that I bought a new toy?? B asked me to bring my �main� toy with me but I refuse. I�m nervous about taking it on the plane and I just have to keep some things private. But my new toy can make the trip with me (it�s a lot smaller). I know I promised B no more self gratification before I see him, but I had to test out the new toy right?? Yep, it works! |
2:09 p.m. || June 08, 2004 |
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