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How do I even begin to explain such a long absence? So much has been going on that I don't dare even try to remember the events that lead up to the presence. Mr. Man and I are over and we have been for more than 3 months now. I didn�t realize it at the time, but I was holding my breath in that relationship and when we finally made the split, I exhaled and it felt good. We are still friends. We talk once sometimes twice a week. I keep the conversations short and cordial because I am not trying to take three steps back. If it was up to Mr. Man, he would be stringing me along and playing me. Luckily I have learned from the past and those days of stringing along Ms. Pearl are also OVER. When Mr. Man and I broke up, I didn�t cry for at least 24 hours. I continued on with my life like nothing had changed. When I finally did let out some emotion, I felt refreshed. I gave myself a chance to get over the relationship�. which surprisingly didn�t take long. I knew back in December our time together was coming to an end and I had been preparing myself for it. I tried to make it work, but when I realized I was doing all the work, all the compromising and make all the changes, I knew it was time to move on. In the meantime, I have been keeping myself extra busy with this and that. My summer is off to a great start. Of course it always helps to meet someone new to get your mind off the old. I met Mo two weeks ago at a party. He was nice, polite and he danced with me the whole night. Of course the baldhead, the goatee and the 6�4 inches of man hood added to the attraction I was already feeling. We have been conversing non-stop since that first night. My nights have been filled with talking to Mo until the wee hours of the morning. I am suffering from sleep deprivation, which may explain this awful cold that I have had for the last 5 days. No big plans as of yet for the summer although I wish I could be at the downtown Hoedown (sounds like a blast, wish you would have let me know sooner). I have a cousin going to Texas Southern in the fall so my summer vacation plans only include driving her to Houston. My only other plan for the summer is to secure a better paying job. I am really excited about some of the prospects I have right now and I am praying that things will work out for me. Hopefully, next year when Bup�s throws her annual shindig, I will be able to hop on the plane and fly to Philly for the weekend and partake in the annual festivities. |
2:39 p.m. || June 06, 2006 |
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