Shit list and Shout Outs.
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I�m a nice person, really I am. My temper and attitude used to bad, but I have grown up. Now I just try to let things go. I don�t get all worked up over the little things anymore. But there are still a few things that can cause the evil ghetto bitch to come out of me. Interrupting my precious sleep is one of them. Let�s face it, I�m not gorgeous because of inherited genes (although they play a major part). I�m gorgeous because I whole-heartedly believe in beauty sleep. I make sure I get my 8+ hours of sleep. If it were possible I would take my ass down to the justice of peace and marry sleep because that�s just how much I love it. So of course when somebody wakes me up out of my sleep over some unimportant bullshit, that person will from that point on be on my "Shit" list. Last time I updated Big L was one step away from my "Don�t ever fucking call me again" list well now the ass hole is officially on my "Don�t ever fucking call me again" list and my Shit List. Yes, it�s just that bad that he deserves to be on two lists at once. The asshole had the nerve to call me at 6:30am. I had one hour before I had to get up so of course I was mad as hell. I didn�t even have enough time to fall back asleep. He said he thought I would be up getting ready for work. Even if I was up, I don�t know what made him think it was okay to call me that early. There are only a few people that can get away with interrupting my sleep. And they are usual people who are not on the same time zone as me, and my Mom. I have talked to Big L a few times over the last few weeks. Our phone conversations have been sporadic because he does not have a house phone and his cell phone is cut off. He calls me every now and then from work, his parent�s house, or when he gets his hands on somebody else�s cell phone. The fact that Big L can�t or won�t pay his phone bill looks really bad to me since he is 30 years old. You would think a grown ass man would be able to take care of small priorities like paying a phone bill. Usually when Big L calls he is attempting to invite his sorry ass over my house. He has done it two more times since I last talked about it here and each time he has heard a big fat "No, you aint coming to my house" from me. You would think he would get the hint, right?? The other thing that bugs the shit out of me about Big L is that whenever he calls he is bragging about his cousin who is in the NFL and his little brother who is one step away from going pro. He also likes to brag about what a big high school football star he was some 12 years ago. Like I give a rats ass. And the fact that he brags about his cousin and brother like he played a major part in their success is annoying. I guess he thinks I�m some football groupie who is supposed to be impressed and get excited because he has a family member that is in the NFL and a brother who is a big time college football player. But I want to call him what he is...a sorry ass loser who thinks his family members are going to score him some pussy. Big L does not realize that his ass is only two steps from being ugly and he should feel privileged that I am even talking to him. I know that was very rude and conceded of me, but hell he done brought the evil (and the ghetto) out of me and I�m just calling �em like I see �em. I doubt Big L will be calling back anytime soon. I think he may have finally gotten the hint this morning when he so rudely interrupted my sleep. -----------Shout Outs--------- I�m being lazy today and don�t feel like going to everybody�s notes page and send my shout outs so I�m going to do it here. Take-two , you could easily be the next Susan Taylor or Iyanla Vanzant. You give such awesome advice that may not always appear as advice because of how eloquently and heart felt it is written. Thank you so much for the entry and words of encouragment. It felt like you were speaking directly to me but the words could have easily been adapted to another persons situation. And I�m sure earthangel07/chocalatehalo will appreciate the beautiful words that were meant for her too. Buppie, MSW (I know it�s a few weeks before you can actually add the letters behind your name, but I couldn�t resist. Buppie, MSW doesn�t that just sound awesome). Congrats girl on the successful presentation of your thesis. I know you are just ecstatic right now that you are just a few short steps from completing one of your goals. I am so happy for you and I wish you much success...and a raise. You deserve it! BlackMartha, You got me worried about you. Just last week you were having a good ol� time in the ATL and now you�re in the Hospital?? Hang in there; I know that things will work out for you. You have come way to far to let your fear of success get in the way. Let your success thus far push you to your next goal of graduation. You are a strong and determined person, so try to push those fears aside and do what you do best...SUCCECEDD. It won�t be easy but with the help from friends and other people like Mrs. Huxtable who love you, it can and will happen. Just remember you have a friend on the west coast that is wishing you nothing but the best. Yo, Jasmine...your all locked up. How can you deny a fan entry into your life. If there is personal stuff going on that you want to keep personal, I understand...otherwise can I get the password??? To all of you that actually take the time to read my diary Thank You. You guys give such awesome words of encouragement and always brighten my day when you sign my guestbook or send me a note. I may not always reply but I get each and every one. I just wanted to say Thank you for thinking bout me. (((Hugs))) |
12:17 p.m. || November 18, 2003 |
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