I'm a Woman Now!
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I am now officially a WOMAN! Or at least that's what B informed me of this morning. Apparently, 38 DD's, a vagina, hips and a monthly (annoying) menstrual cycle don't quite qualify me as being all women. But doing one fairly simple thing, will instantly thrust you into womanhood. LOL. I�m not going to go in-depth of all yesterdays events otherwise I would be here all day trying to recap on last night. Let�s begin with my plan. Since B has been beyond good to me over the last few days, I decided I would try to reciprocate the good deeds. My plan was to give B a night to remember. I think the plan worked pretty well. I decided that B and I were going to have a mini picnic in my living room, which included good wine, and chocolate dipped strawberries. I arranged a bunch of tea light candles all over my kitchen and living room and I spread a blanket out on the floor. I got my music together and was all set to go. When B showed up, he was impressed with the ambiance. We drank our wine, ate the strawberries and just talked and listened to music for about an hour. After about 3 glasses of wine, I was feeling a little looser. I gave B a good massage using a couple of massage toys that I have. The massage led to some kissing and licking and after much anticipation (and 4 glasses of wine) it happened. My mouth wandered to a place it has never been before (to know the specifics maybe you should go back and re-read this confession). I have to admit, it wasn�t half as bad as I had thought it would be, actually it wasn�t bad at all and easier than I expected. I�m not going to go into the X rated details (too many youngins reading) but after the sex, I started feeling really, really sick. Somehow how B managed to get me to the bed and set a trash can next to me. Of course I could barely walk and control myself and I was completely embarrassed that I was relying on B to do everything. Next thing I know, I�m balling my eyes out (yes, again!). At first it was cause I felt so sick then it was because I was crying and could not control myself. (Yea, I�m one of those �emotional drunks� as my friends like to call me). After the crying incident, everything else is a blurr. I vaguely remember B kissing me bye this morning. I believe it was around 4:00, which means he only got about 2 hours of sleep. At 7:05 my alarm on my phone goes off. Which is odd cause I never set the alarm on my phone. I call B to make sure that he made it back ot his hotel ok. At 7:30 my alarm clock goes off too. I realize then that B set my alarm on my phone and on my clock to make sure that I got up this morning (aww how sweet). I got up and went to the living room and realized he had even cleaned up our little �picnic� and blew all the candles out (i think he's a keeper). When I talked to B this morning he was reminding me what I did last night. I remember most of it but falling off the couch and falling asleep while riding him apparently escaped my memory. He also proclaimed my womanhood. Tomorrow I�m going back to Oakland. It will officially be our last night together until we manage to see each other again. I�m trying not to think about it much because I really don�t want a repeat of Monday morning. This week as odd as it had been, has been one of the best weeks I have had in a long time. Last night all I could think about was how nice it was to have a good man around. I did learn a very valuable lesson last night though; I can�t drink during the week. I feel like shit, my stomach feels like it�s doing flip-flops, the headache that I took two extra strength Tylenol to alleviate earlier this morning seems to be fighting it�s way back and I desperately want to go home and sleep. Besides the shitty hangover feeling, I�m really in a good mood cause now, IM A WOMAN! LOL. Sidenote: signomifly, you are so right about that Indie Arie song. But last night I was on that old A. Keys song #12 "Never Felt This Way" it leads right into "Butterflies", which ironically was one of the first songs B and I listened to together almost two years ago. |
10:46 a.m. || March 11, 2004 |
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