I got the spirit yes I do, I got the spirit how about you??
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The Grinch decided to return my Christmas Spirit� Or at least some of it. My mom has only been gone a week and already I miss her. I will be so happy when her and lil bro. get home tomorrow. Damn, aint that sad, I don�t even live with my Mom anymore and sometimes two weeks can pass before I see her even though we live less than 2 miles from each other. But just cause I know she is thousands of miles from me right now, I�m missing her like crazy. I see moving to another state is going to be harder than I thought. I never would have expected to feel like this. Especially since I left home at 17 and stayed 2000 or more miles away from my Mom for 5.5 years. Hot diggity damn. My boss just gave me $50.00 in a Christmas card. Wheeeeee�.aint that special. So now I have to try to figure out what to give a 60+ year old, gay, white man for a Christmas present. Any suggestions???? I really was not planning on exchanging presents with co-workers since I could care less about some of these fake ass people around here. There are a handful that make my workday worthwhile, then there are those few who barely exchange a smile or even a fake "hello" when you pass them in the hallway. Well hot diggity damn again. I just got a call form my Mom's assisitant (don't ask me how she got my cell number)who called to make arragemnets to pick up a pair of Kings tickets for me and my brother. Her husband buys season tickets and is not planning on using them on Christmas day so he is GIVING them to us. See, it really is good to know rich white people. Finally I talked to D this morning. This was after calling him on Saturday and Sunday. I don�t like to leave messages. I know he saw the missed calls that should be enough of a message to call my ass back. When I still did not here from D, I sent him a very short e-mail yesterday afternoon asking why he is avoiding me and when he cares to explain why to give me a call. I figured the e-mail would be the last chance for him. If I still did not hear from him then I was prepared to kick my self in the ass, and write D off as a loss cause. Surprise, Surprise, D e-mailed me back this morning saying that he will call me shortly and that he is having family issues�.AGAIN! (Oh did I fail to mention the big secret he wanted to tell me in person a few weeks ago?? Well apparently his parent who have been married for more than 30 years decided to separate. The last time I thought he was avoiding me he was actually in Bay area helping his Mom move and dealing with his parents separation.) During the last week in a half since I had not heard from D, I conjured up all sorts of crazy ideas about D. I started thinking maybe he had another life that included a wife and a kid that I did not know about and that was why he was so sporadic with the phone calls and canceling of plans. Now D�s parents are getting back together so he went to the Bay area again this past weekend to help his Mom move back into his parents house. It still does not explain why I have not heard from him. After all, my phone and his phone will work in the Bay Area. I think he just felt bad about canceling our movie plans at the last minute and thus avoided me assuming I would be mad. I guess he is used to dealing with ghetto ass girls who throw tantrums when they don�t get there way�.Oh yeah, that is me (minus the ghetto part of course, lol). But I wait a good while before I throw my tantrums. I aint trying to scare the boy off or nothing. This is soooo embarrassing. I�m almost to scared to even share this but here it goes. After cursing D the hell out in my head last night mainly because I have not heard from him and I was desperate for a fix, I took my frustrations out on myself and wore poor big boy out. Looks like I will be Internet shopping for a new toy. Okay, I know, TMI....moving right along.... Wow, I just realized that I have been out of school for one whole year now. Do I miss it?? I�m a semi nerd (shhh�don�t tell anyone) so I do miss the academic atmosphere and the learning, especially when I read about all you youngins who are still in school stressing over finals and last minute papers�..awww�the good ol days. But I�m happier getting a steady paycheck, albeit a very small paycheck, but at least it pays the bills. |
12:29 p.m. || December 16, 2003 |
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