Missing something special
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I was wandering around the office today. I noticed something. Nothing really unusual or anything. But it was something that seriously stood out to me. As I passed by people�s cubes, I noticed pictures. Many people have displayed cute couple pictures. New parents have their little ones proudly displayed. The pet lovers have their companions sitting atop their desk. And what do I have?? Nada. Nobody. Not even a damn dog. I suppose I could take a snap shot of my fish in his dirty tank and put it in a frame to adorn my desk. I like my fish and all, but I�m just not that attached to him. I feel left out. Last week one of my co-workers asked me if I have a B/F. I tend to keep my private life just that. I rarely talk about who I�m dating to the people at work. But when my co-worker caught me off guard with that question, I just froze. Me: Ummm�.no I don�t have a boyfriend. Co-worker: Are you dating anyone?? Me: Umm�I�m not really sure. I have a friend. I mean I guess that�s what you would call him. He doesn�t live here so I�m not really sure you can classify us as dating when we see each other every blue moon or so. I ended the conversation there. I changed the subject. The whole situation just seems more and more confusing. I wish I had somebody who can sit on my desk and I could look at everyday and make me smile. Oh, I do have a school pendent from my undergrad. It used to make me smile. I was so proud of my school and cherished the memories I had from the experience. But for some reason, the pendent doesn�t make me smile when I look at it. Mainly because I think about the shit load of money I owe from student loans. Now, that damn pendent just reminds me how far in debt I am. I guess I could put a picture of myself on my desk. But that would be just a tad bit to vain and borderline narcissistic. I guess I�m stuck with the same crap I have now. A postcard from Oaxaca, Mexico and my school pendent. |
11:59 a.m. || June 28, 2004 |
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