It's just to soon....right???
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How soon is to soon?? Is three weeks and only two dates to soon to have sex?? My head says, �yeah, it�s way to soon�. But other parts of me say �hell na, it aint to soon�. Last night D and I went out to dinner. He said he likes Chinese food so I took him to PF Changs, which happens to be one of the best Chinese food restaurants I have ever been to. Even though PF Changs is a 30-minute drive from my house, the food and the ambiance is always worth it. D was impressed. After dinner, we went back to my house. I was really hesitant inviting D into my house so late. It was only 9:30 but I knew I would need to be getting to bed soon and I did not want him thinking he was going to stay the night or anything. I�m really, really trying to take things a bit slower with D mainly because I�m tired of hoping in out the bed with different dudes before I really get a chance to know them. My plan aint working to great. At first D and I just talked, I showed him some pictures from my college days and eventually we started talking about sex. I�m a mature person; I can handle a little sex talk. I tried hard not to let on that my ass was getting horny as hell. I think I did a better job of it than he did. After a while, I went to the bathroom to get away from him for a few minutes and attempt to calm myself down. When I came out the restroom, D had taken over my couch. So I just sat on the floor in front of him. Next thing I know he was running his hands thru my hair and massaging my shoulders, I could just feel my body relaxing and I started dozing off. I knew if he continued it be all over and we would end up in my bedroom. D eventually got the hint, after I told him repeatedly that he could not tuck me into bed. He got up to put his shoes and jacket on. I walked him to the door and we hugged. I tried really hard to let him go but his arms felt so good around me and my horny hormones were out of control. It took some serious self-control to let D go. And it took even more self-control not to call him back to my house. I wanted him to stay. But it�s just to soon�.right?? |
9:47 a.m. || November 26, 2003 |
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