His heart is still beating
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A few weeks ago, I was thinking about the Navy man, HJ. He is in Bahrain. Yes, that�s in the Middle East. Back in the day when we were dating, he mentioned he wanted to go back over seas. He just never felt like there was much in the States for him. I never actually thought he would follow through with it. I always tried to talk him out of going. But he was dead set on it. So now he is over seas. I have been worried about HJ for a while. I had not heard from him since around Christmas. It kills me not to be able to pick up a phone and find out how he is doing when he does not e-mail me back right away. I sent him an e-mail over 2 weeks ago. I have been worried sick about him ever since. I mentioned it to Mom #2 (my sisters mom) she told me to get in contact with his people to make sure he was ok. Only one problem. I have no idea who his people are or how to get in contact with them. I met his little sisters who were living with him during the time that we were dating because HJ�s mother was in jail (long story of an unfit Mother). Shortly before HJ and I stopped talking, his Mom got out of jail and his sisters went back to live with her and there grandmother. I met the grandma once. It was basically a hi/bye situation. I�m sure she would not remember me at all. I barely remember her. But they all live in Atlanta. And if something was to happen to HJ, I would probably never know because who would know to call me? Back to the situation---- I have been concerned that I have not heard from HJ. I sent him an e-mail about two weeks ago and I got no response. I was worried. I tried not to think about it to much. I tried to think positive thoughts. I was hoping that he has just been real busy and has not had time to e-mail me. But all wanted, all I needed was a short �Hello, I�m still alive�. Finally, today, I got what I have been waiting the last two weeks for. The e-mail he sent was more than what I needed. It was satisfying. He is alive and doing well. |
3:45 p.m. || July 06, 2004 |
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