It's official....I'm a heathen!
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I knew he could not stay away. Bro. A admitted that he decided to take a sneak peek at my diary to see what I wrote about the weekend. I figured that would happen. I knew that the temptation to read about what is going on in my loopy lil head was too great for him to resist. J-mac is still calling still talking bout coming out here. He asked me to look up plane tickets cause he can�t do it at work. He is so old fashioned. Instead of getting on the internet to do the legwork, he attempted to call all the different airlines to get quotes on ticket prices. He said he refuses to give his credit card number over the internet. Me on the other hand do damn near EVERYTHING on the internet. I pay my bills, do my banking and even do a little shopping. But that�s just the way J-mac is. Oh, I think that I may have failed to mention that J-mac is a deacon at his church. If you knew J-mac as well as I did you would be in tears right now from laughing so hard. J-mac is not known to pass up a good party and if you happen to spot him at the club your sure to see him in a dark corner mackin on some chic and sippin on crown royal. The boy is a freak when the lights go off...hell he�s a freak with the lights on. He has always been into church, but ever since he moved back home he has really gotten into it. Last year he invited me to come to church with him and his family and I went. I just about fell out when I walked in the church and saw him standing in the front of the church leading devotion. I am still trying to get over that shock�but the boy did look good standing up there in his three piece suit. J-mac keeps asking me if I am going to take him to my church when he comes out here. I don�t know how to tell J-mac that I am about the biggest heathen alive and that I have not stepped foot inside a church since last year when I visited his church. I know how important church is to J-mac. J-mac goes to church every Sunday, bible study on Wednesday and whenever his church visits another church you better believe he will be there. This summer he even went to the Baptist convention in Detroit. Everyday for a week he would get off work; drive an hour to Detroit for the evening service than at 11:00 at night would drive back home. Church and religion was partly the cause of him and his last girlfriend/fianc� to break up. His g/f was COGIC (that�s Church of God in Christ for those of you who don�t know) and wanted to continue to got to her fathers church and J-mac is Baptist and wanted to continue to go to his church. For us sane people, we wonder, �what�s the big deal?� just go to separate churches. But for J-mac who as I mentioned before is very old school, insisted that his wife attend the same church as him. Truthfully I think that J-mac just used that as an excuse to end things with her. I think he realized that he didn�t really want to get married and needed a way out. Luckily I�m Baptist too, so there would be no big fuss on what type of church we go too. The big fuss would be him insisting that I go to church. I just have this whole issue with organized religion that has me very leery about it. It�s kinda funny now, cause I grew up going to church every single Sunday, I was a part of the youth department and choir, I was on the usher board, and I went to Vacation Bible school every summer, and even taught a Sunday school class. I was very involved back then�but now�church is a figment of my imagination. Maybe J-mac will help restore my faith in religion and church. Cause right now, I much rather spend my Sunday morning searching for my soul in a yoga class. The hard part about J-mac�s �visit� ( I put that I quotations cause it has yet to happen and I would not be the least bit surprised if it doesn�t) is going to be telling Bro. A. Since he read last weeks entry where I mentioned the visit he knows about J-mac�s possible visit. Bro. A has not said anything to me about J-mac�s visit and I really don�t know if I owe it to him to tell him or not. I don�t want him to assume I�m trying to hide anything, but I don�t want to go telling him bout another dude when it�s possible he could care less. I�m still confused on what�s going to happen next with me and Bro. A. The whole situation is just kinda up in the air. |
12:02 p.m. || September 18, 2003 |
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