The big day is here...and I am soooo Nervous
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Today is the BIG day. I will be picking Bro. A up from the airport tonight. I still have this nervous/anxious feeling. The minute I start thinking about making the drive to the airport my heart starts beating 10 times faster than normal. I HATE being nervous. It�s the worse feeling and really bad for me cause when I get real nervous I usually have to visit the lil ladies room, and it�s usually not one of those quick friendly visits�if ya know what I mean. I have our weekend all planned out. I think it�s safe to finally discuss it since at this time Bro. A better be on his way to the airport. I have been avoiding posting my plans for the weekend since I am not sure if he still pops in and reads this or not without me knowing. Since Bro A loves baseball, I decided to get tickets to go see the Giants play on Friday night. Thanks Jasmine for the info. I bought bleacher tickets out in center field since they were cheap and we will have a pretty good look at Barry Bonds bootie�lol. I was able to find a nice hotel on Market Street that was reasonable priced and is only 2 miles from the stadium and 3 miles from Fisherman�s Warf and a little too close to the Union Square shopping district. It is going to take everything in me to keep from wandering in that direction. The last time I was in Union Square with a guy, I proudly walked out of the Tiffany store with a new bracelet. I�m sure I won�t be so lucky this time. I just hope that the weekend goes well and we get along. Unfortunately for me there will be no liquid courage a.k.a alcohol to suppress my nerves and give me that extra confidence that I need. Bro. A does not drink�at all!! So I can�t be a lush around him. I told Bro. A a few weeks ago not to come out here expecting anything. Like a nice gentleman, he said that he wasn�t that he just wanted to come and have a good time with me. Of course that�s what I was hoping he would say, cause if he said anything crazy like I better sleep with him cause he wasn�t traveling all that way for nothing, we would have had a serious problem and he probably spend his weekend at Sac International airport wondering how come I did not pick his ass up. Truth is, I�m hoping and praying that I get my screws tightened. It�s been a very long, dry year. But of course I�m not going to tell Bro. A that I am expecting anything, what kinda good little sweet innocent woman would I be if I told him he had some serious work to put in when he got here. On to other news� J-mac called me at 3:52 am. Why does this boy do this?? He knows there is a three hour time difference and that my ass is going to be dead asleep at 4 in the morning. I guess he is just used to calling me in the middle of the night and expecting me to answer the phone anyways like I used to do when we were in college. But my ass is getting to old for that now and my 8 hours of sleep are way to precious to be interrupted. I guess it�s still the thought that counts. But I�m such a light sleeper that when I hear the phone ring I automatically wake up and reach for it, then have a hard time getting back to sleep. Back to the phone call� J-mac said that he checked into plane tickets and that he already requested the days off and is going to be buying the tickets soon. So I guess he is for real about coming out here. But he knows my motto, Actions Speak Louder than Words. I will believe him when I pick him up from the airport. I was thinking about posting a lil something about 9/11 but I changed my mind. No sense in constantly re-living the tragedy. I think the media will cover enough about it today to remind us all about the impact that day had. I�m sure most of will never forget 9/11/01. |
9:54 a.m. || September 11, 2003 |
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