Awakening
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Our conversations have been curt lately. And our relationship has been teetering on the negative side. I was holding my breath yesterday as I was walking home from work (yes, I said walking home!) waiting for him to call it quits. He never did. Instead we spent nearly 45 minutes playing the blame game. Neither of us won. Later, I managed to take my ass to the gym. True, its now nearly a 20 minute commute (when I could easily drive 8 minutes to go to the closer gym that is located in the dingy basement of a hotel) but since I am saving time, energy and gas by living close enough to walk to work, I decided that I can make the commute to the gym a minimum of 2 days during the week and on the weekends. I was halfway through my quick fit class when Mr. Man came strolling in. He saw me before I saw him. When I noticed him, he was smiling from ear to ear in his normal quirky way. I smiled back. Relived to see him smiling. I went to him, gave him a hug and a kiss. My way of trying to communicate that we will be ok. I was happy to see him. It caused my heart to literally skip a beat. But for some reason, the joy didn�t last through the night. He called at about 10:30pm just as I was climbing out of the shower. He didn�t ask to come over but rather told me matter-of-factly that he was at the Del Taco by my house and would be there in a few minutes. He spent the night. We christened my new bed in a very sloppy and unloving way. Then we decided that we would try the dating thing again with each other in hopes of reclaiming what we had before we jumped ahead in our relationship. In the meantime, the eyes that were once closed to all possibilities over the last few months are beginning to slowly open back up. |
2:11 p.m. || December 13, 2005 |
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