It's my Anniversary
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If I were to choose a song that best represents today, it would be Anniversary by Tony, Toni, Tone. (Is that one of the best love songs or what?) I have officially been on D�land for a whole year. I wish I could say that I am a smaller version of myself but weight wise I�m about the same as I was last year. If I had the energy, I would do some self-reflecting. I�m sure I have learned a few things about myself. Just don�t feel like thinking too deeply today. I have bigger things on my mind. Like whether or not I should chop all my hair off today when I go to see my beautician. I realize I missed confession Wednesday yesterday. But I have been real busy at work actually working. This job is so funny sometimes. There are weeks when I have absolutely nothing to do other than watch the grass outside my window grow. Although the crazy folks in the mental hospital across the street also keep me entertained too. Especially when they lay down in the middle of the street during the busy morning commute. Makes for some good ass entertainment. Then there are other days when I will have a crap load of stuff that gets sprung on me at the last minute and I am scrambling like one of the crazy people across the street trying to get everything done. Oh yea back to the confession�. I confess that I have not called B to thank him for the V-day card. I�m nervous. It�s so much easier to call him after not talking to him for a couple of months to tell him how upset I am that he has not bothered to call me. But when he goes and does something unexpected and really sweet, it stirs up these emotions again that I don�t know how to express to him. If I just knew how he really felt about me it would be a whole lot easier. I guess I�m being chicken. I don�t want to put my feelings out there if he does not feel the same way. And I don�t want to scare the boy away cause he thinks I�m getting to serious and emotional. I�m working on a little something special for him. If I ever get it finished, I will share it with you all. Second confession�.. I have not talked to J-mac in almost two weeks. I guess we are working on a new record here. I would go into detail about the issues (actually it�s only one small issue) but I just don�t have the energy. So I guess I will save that story for another day. I wanna leave all my friends with a little something that brought a smile to my face this morning. Enjoy! |
9:54 a.m. || February 19, 2004 |
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