black expo and j-mac
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Dammit...I just typed a really good entry and some how made it disappear and I cant get it back. Sometimes I really hate computers they are not as smart at they may seem. Now I have to try to remeber everything that I just wrote down. ....................................... This weekend was....well not quite boring but not very exciting. Me, Rie and J went to the black expo. It was okay but I was very disappointed in the lack of turn out of the younger black crowd in Sacramento. There was a lot of good information at the event and I really think people my age would have enjoyed it even if it was just to meet other black people. I know that the event was widly publicized. I saw advertisments on buses, on the radio all day (on all the good radio stations) and T.V. commerecials. There was a website about it and it was in the Sac Bee and Observer. So why was the turn out so poor? I cant help but wonder what event would have been like if it was in Atlanta, Detroit, LA, the Bay Area or DC. Events like the black expo and the poor turn out just confirm the reason why I cant wait to move. I need to be around other people like me...young, black, educated and professional. Im sick of meeting guys who are into the same ole thing since high school...smoking weed, drinking, going to parties, and having babies. Why cant I meet some one decent and that aint crazy? I did meet this guy and Ricci's on saturday. But he is 33 recently divorced with 3 kids. What the hell I look like dating someone who is 10 years older than me and with a family. I think I will pass. He seems nice and all but I just cant imagine what we could have in common. He was married for 10 years and my longest relationship has not been for more than a year. I guess I will keep him around until something better comes along he will help to pass the time and he did offer to take me to the movies and out to eat. I dont usually do this to guys but Im bored and lonely. Oh yea....I talked to J-Mac last night, and B, and Aj. See i told you I was bored. Anyways, i talked to j-mac for a long time. And as usually he tells me the same thing. he wonders what it would be like if he and i were together and at times he wishes that he were with me instead of his girlfriend. and as usually i told him he made his choice. i really hate it when he tells me stuff like that because i get so confused. i still care so much for him and i want to stop dealing with him but it is hard. he says all the right stuff to keep me around. but 2000 miles helps keep him out my pants. i was really happy that while in michigan i was able to keep him away sometimes it was hard but i knew he had a girlfriend. most of the time i would tell him no he could not come to visit, but there were a few times were i was experincing a drought and my flower bed need to be watered :) J-mac mentioned an interview that he may have in chicago and he said if he goes he will fly me there. We will see. Hell i would be willing to pay for half the ticket but i wont tell him that until he asks. So this entry is totaly different than the first one but that's okay it's still pretty good. Till tomorrow or whenever i make it back....PEACE!!! |
8:16 a.m. || 2003-02-26 |
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