Second round of confessions and second annual Thank You's
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Mia thinks I should update again. I guess she thinks I don�t have work to do. And that I just spend all my free time on Diaryland. She�s right. There were a few things that I forgot to confess today. -- I confess that I am mad as hell that the work place is playing Big Brother. They deleted all the IM software that people had on their computers and now we have to raise our hand and ask for permission to download stuff off the Internet. I rarely download stuff at work and I rarely use messenger at work, but it�s the fact that I don�t even have the option to use it anymore that pisses me off. Yea, I�m one of those folks that can�t stand when she is told she can�t do something. It makes me want to be defiant just because. So if anybody knows how to get past firewalls so I can at least download msn messenger, let me know. -- I also confess that my toy has been safely tucked away in his drawer for the last 3 or is it 4 weeks now. It has not been easy. There have been many a nights when I wanted to go and grab it and put it to work. But again, I�m trying to be strong and not give in to temptation. I also feel like I have something to prove to myself. Now, if only I could be so determined to go to the gym on a regular basis. -- I�m seriously considering doing what Tac suggested and pick out my braids and come to work looking like Bone Crusher and talking bout I aint never scared, just to get a reaction outta folks around here. (I just don�t know what�s up with me being so ornery lately.) -- I will admit that I am probably one of those �stalkers� that come lurking around your diary without so much as saying hello. Forgive me. I�m just not always in the mood to speak. I just think it�s odd to keep an online diary and expect people to come and comment on their lives. The purpose of my diary was never for the entertainment of others. If I wanted to seriously control who reads my diary, I would put it on lock. Although I enjoy when somebody sends me some love, I don�t make it a requirement for them to read about my life. The only thing that I ask of people who happen to stop by and read up on me is respect. I get peeved if someone leaves me a nasty note or signs trash in my guestbook. Otherwise I say happy reading. If you feel the need to stop in and say Hey! I welcome it. If you much rather admire me from a distance, that�s fine too. Finally, I�m not the best when it comes to responding to notes and entries in my guestbook. But I do what to say THANK YOU to Bleek, Jasmine, Signomifly, Mia and Hottie06 for congratulating me on the new car. Yes, I love my new ride and it makes me look even cuter (J/K�ok so I�m not really kidding but I don�t want to sound too conceited). I also want to THANK Ragingfury, Tiffani (you didn�t leave a link to your page) Ladygenesis for the good advice. And finally THANKS to Abikuchild for having the same strong urge to take a good shit on Bush�s head as me. Until next time folks |
3:36 p.m. || May 26, 2004 |
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