I'm smiling because I have a new smile :)
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I have a whole lotta shit to talk about today so get ready. I knew I could have a cute smile. It has been there along just hiding behind that damn genetic gap. My Mom passed that awful trait down to me, my brother has a gap, two of my cousins on my mom side of the family have a gap (so does there dad who obviously is my Mom�s brother). But my gap is official closed!!! I just came from the dentist and even though I went there just to have an impression taken for a new crown, I came up out that piece with a new smile and I couldn�t be happier. I have detested my gap since I first got teased about it back in Jr. High. I swore once I got a job and got some money I was gonna have it closed. I have been asking my dentist for years what he can do to fix it. We have been putting it off for a while but he had a little extra time today and asked if I was game to get it done. I was like �do you really have to ask??� Now I just wish I had taken some before and after pics. I can�t wait to go home and show my mom, I know she is going to want to have hers closed too. Now if I could just tone my ass up, I can work on that plus size-modeling thing�yeah right! My sister e-mails me this morning asking if I had heard that our dad is talking bout getting married�AGAIN! If my dad goes through with this marriage, it will be his fourth one. My dad is a straight up dog. I love him but he has serious issues when it comes to being with women, being alone and being faithful�for some odd reason he can�t seem to get control over any of them. The crazy part is just a couple of weeks ago he was calling my mom asking her out on a date. He stood my mom up twice. She was pissed but I had no empathy for her cause she set her self up when she agreed to go to dinner with him. My mom knows as well as I do that my dad is dog and fooling with him will lead to heartache. I met my dad�s new girlfriend back in May when he had a BBQ at his house for Memorial Day. I didn�t talk to the new chic much because I really try not to get attached to my dad�s girlfriends. Every time I blink he is bringing another women around. The crazy part in all this is when my sister asked my dad why he thinks this new women and their marriage will work out? His response was not because he loved her, but rather because she had good hoochie coochie (yes that�s exactly what he told my sister). Now I know my sister, brother and I are all grown, but there are still just some things that parents should not share with their kids�and my dad sharing with us that his new girlfriend has a good hoochie coochie is one of them. The second reason why he wants to marry her is because she does not have any kids�or at least they are all older. His last girlfriend had two young and very demanding kids, which is why he told me that he could never marry her. I guess for my dad �what�s love got to do with it?� when it comes to him and marriage. Moving on to the next issue. My-lazy-ass-bout-to-graduate-don�t-have-a-job-but-only-taking-two-classes-brother. My lil bro is bout to graduate from FAMU in December and is taking his last two classes. So he has a shit load of free time that could be used doing an internship or at least working. I talked to my bro the other day and asked him what he does with all his free time. His response �I just be chillin�. Umm no. That�s not good enough. Not when you have a mom that is busting her ass to pay your rent, your bills, you car payment, your insurance, and making sure you have money for groceries, gas, and to kick it on the weekends. Of course I had to get big sister with him and tell him he needs to get a job cause mom is out her struggling trying to pay her bills and his bills (please don�t ask why my dad who is perfectly capable of helping out is not. It�s been like that since I was in college). Then lil bro is talking bout how one of his homies has a fuse ball table at his house and he is usually over there playing fuse ball or darts. I was like �oh hell naw, you need to get your lazy black ass up and get a fucking job. Aint nobody about to support your ass forever.� Since my brother knows every damn thang, he just keeps saying �I know, I know�. He mentioned something about he is not motivated to get a job. I reminded him that being broke should be motivation enough. If my mom cuts his little ass off I bet he will go get his hustle on. At least he could get a freaking paper route, shoot that only requires a couple hours in the morning. If it�s one thing I can�t stand, it�s a lazy ass man. I�m coming up short of words now, so I�m gonna go and show off my new perty smile�later peeps. |
2:54 p.m. || October 09, 2003 |
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