Some things are worth losing sleep over.
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Never mind that it�s 10:00 and I just got to work. Forget the fact that I did not go to sleep until well after 12:45. Forgive me for not getting up this morning and sticking to my morning gym routine. But keep in mind that I am working two jobs and the overwhelming feeling of exhaustion was bound to catch up with me. I have been getting up at 6:00 to workout then spending 8 hours at one job only to leave and spend another 5 hours at another job. I have to remind myself everyday why I�m trying to do so much. Basically, I want a better body, feel healthier and I want a little extra money to go along with it. The exhaustion is a small price to pay in order for me to have what I want. Even though I was beyond tired last night, nothing was going to stop me from talking to B. We played phone tag last night for about two hours. He called me, I called him, he called me back, I called him back and finally he called again right as I was sliding under the covers getting ready to visit dreamland. B and I talked for a while, basically until we were both incoherent. But for future reference, B is not someone I should be talking to before I go to bed. Why??? Cause the boy says some stuff to me that keeps my mind wondering until wee hours of the morning. Looks like I will be spending the better half of my day looking for plane tickets. We discussed me coming to visit a few weeks ago and I have been patiently waiting for him to bring up the topic again so that I knew he was serious. Well he asked me last night if I was still planning on going out there for Memorial Day weekend. Of course I said yes, if he wanted me to come. He wants me to come, so I�m going. Confession�. ~ I jumped on the Atkins bandwagon. I hate the diet only because I�m not a huge meat eater but I�m a starch-o-holic. I love rice, potatoes and bread but if that is the shit that�s keeping me fat then I will gladly give them up for a while. ~ Signomifly is not the only one doing the two-step with her fingers a lot lately. Okay so I moved on from fingers and use battery operation now to receive my pleasure. But for the last month (ever since B left) I have been at it a lot more lately. ~ B is on my mind more than I care to admit and more than I care for him to be. I have to confess that he has me wide open and I feel vulnerable. I know, I�m supposed to be bouncing back, but it�s hard when you meet someone who you just a feel a connection to. If it�s game he�s running, then I�m going to lose. But not without one helluva match. I admit that I like B, a lot, but I gotta little player in me too and I can definitely give him a match. I just wish I knew if it was game or if he is sincere. I hate not knowing and he hates that I question his sincerity. I�m taking some chances with him. I just hope it works out in my favor. Ari -- Thanks for the info on the happenings in B-more. I will be sure to check out the Inner Harbor and Arundel Mills Mall. Hottie06 -- Sorry Chica no stops to the D on this trip. I did the Detroit thing already. I used to live in Ann Arbor and often hung out in Detroit. Not exactly my favorite city in the world. But it has potential. I can�t wait to see how things pan out with Mayor Kilpatrick. I know he will bring the D back to the happening city it once was. |
10:45 a.m. || April 07, 2004 |
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