I am my worse nightmare!
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Mr. LA: so Curvy imma stop beating around the bush Mr. LA: i wanna get to know you better and call you from time to time is that ok blackpearl916: i had a feeling this was coming blackpearl916: i dont mind chatting with you and what not, but i am really hesitant in giving my number out to folks i meet over the internet. i kinda feel like it's to soon. but i dont want u to think that i am blowing u off or anything. Mr. LA: well........ Mr. LA: how about..u call me with your num block lol blackpearl916: or how about we keep chatting and in a couple of weeks if we are still having good convo, then we can exchange numbers. Mr. LA: dang weeks? lol blackpearl916: trust me the time will go by very fast. Mr. LA: I respect that blackpearl916: good Mr. LA: Let me ask u this Mr. LA: how long would it take for u to give your num to the person if he approach u in person in a store? Damn, he got me there! Truth is�.he�s in a wheelchair. I don�t mind being friends with him. I enjoy chatting with him. But looking past the wheelchair is definitely a hard thing to do. I know God is upstairs shaking his head at me. I know it�s not right to say I�m not interested in a person because he physically cannot do what I can. I feel like shit because I am doing what I hate so much about some white people. I�m discriminating against Mr. LA over something he has absolutely no control over. I don�t want to blow him off. I don�t want him to think that I am some evil wench who can�t look past certain things. I want to be friends with him. But that is it. Nothing more. But how can I tell him that without him thinking it has anything to do with the fact that he may never be able to walk again, when I know deep down it has every bit to do with the fact that he will never be able to walk again. |
11:06 a.m. || February 13, 2004 |
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