Am I really asking for to much?
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I really, really, really hate moving. It�s a pain in my big ol� ass. What really sucks is the folks that were supposed to help me move are unavailable this weekend. My co-worker had to fly to Miami at the last minute because his Dad is sick and my brother was invited to go camping with me Dad. **Sidenote�why the hell was I not invited to go camping?? I have lived in Sac for a year and a half now and not once has my Dad bothered to invite me to do shit with him. He didn�t invite me to go to the Caribbean�s, he didn�t invite me to go to Hawaii, He didn�t invite me to go to PA, he didn�t invite me to got to my own Brothers graduation, he didn�t invite me to go to Las Vegas, hell he has not even invited me over for dinner. Am I bitter?? Maybe a little. Shit, I need some attention from Daddy too!** I could ask Rie for help. But she knows I�m moving. She knows that I am moving in a very short time frame. She has not bothered to call to ask if I needed help so I�m not going to bother. I called to ask her for my Mom�s hand truck, it should have been a clue that maybe I might be in the middle of moving some big stuff and could use more than my own two hands. I know she doesn�t want to help. She makes jokes (that are not funny) about her helping me last year and that I only get help from her once. Rie�s sister Rae (my other cousin) did not bother to offer to help either. Even though when she was moving last October, when I was sick as a dog and had just washed my hair, I came and helped her ass move, IN THE RAIN! So much for relying on family. But I�m not bitter, or hostile. I have come to rely on very few and depend on myself. I will do the shit my damn self like I always do. I will just cough up $30 dollars to pay my little cousin to help me move my couch, entertainment center and bed. Everything else I will just do on my own. Next time any of these family members ask for my help, I will remind them of all the help they have extended to me. |
3:48 p.m. || August 27, 2004 |
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