Crazy Day x 2
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Damn it feels like it should be Thursday. The last two days at work have been CRAZY! And the even crazier part is I�m not getting paid for the shit load of work I�m doing. But I will be patient. I know my time is coming to be rewarded for my hard work. So, I finally made a decision. I�m going to go see B in June (sorry Mia, once again we will have to post pone our plans). After much deliberation, I bought the ticket. He convinced me that he really wants to see me. I�m looking forward to seeing him and getting a chance to spend more time with him. I swear the other day, I thought I heard him say I Love You. I paused for a minute cause I thought my ears were hearing things. When I asked him to repeat what he said, he wouldn�t. Love�hmmm I dunno about all that. Not yet anyways. J-mac�oh boy. I broke down and called him yesterday. He didn�t answer the phone but he called me back today. I missed his call so I called him back. The first thing out of his mouth was �I Love You, I miss you, when are we going to be together again?� I had to remind him that technically, we were never together. He says we were, but we weren�t. I think I would know if he was EVER my man. J-mac asked me if I missed him. My response was �not as much as I used to�. And that is the truth. So he is supposed to call me back later to finish what was leading into a heated discussion. A discussion we have had more than once over the last year. I�m about tired of explaining to him my frustration surrounding our �relationship�. It�s getting�no it is old. Tomorrow is my jobs big TGFS (Thanks Goodness For Staff) picnic. Whop-t-damn-do. The only reason why I�m going is to buy my Great America tickets, get a free hot dog and get away from the office for a few hours. I guess if I really felt appreciated at work, then I would be just a little bit more excited about the picnic. I guess my saving grace, is I have a hella cool supervisor that pulls for me and I have some cool ass co-workers who really help me get through crazy days. But it�s the �Big� people, the decision makers that do not show their appreciation, and it�s frustrating. Ok, sorry about all the work complaining. I guess things are getting pretty damn ridiculous at work since I�m actually talking about it. Maybe that means I need to be just a little bit more pro-active in the new job search. |
6:47 p.m. || May 11, 2004 |
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