Confession for the week
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I know I have not done the confession thing in a while. Truth is, shit around here is just plain old dull. I do have one confession though�.. The last few nights, I have talked to B, our conversations began to get a little heated. As in we are both laying in our beds, horny as hell. He tries to get me to pull out my toy and pleasure myself while on the phone with him but I refuse. (I don�t understand for the life of me what gratification guys get out of this). There is something awkward about phone sex that leaves me feeling icky and weird when it�s all over. I try to avoid getting myself into that situation now. Also, I�m trying to hold out on using my toy for the next month. That way when I see B, all that sexual frustration will be built up and likely have me doing all kinds of crazy stuff to/with him. So that�s my goal. One whole month. I started Sunday. And already I feel stress and tension building up. The good thing is my batteries are drained and I refuse to put them back on the charger. ------------------------------------- Yesterday, J-mac and I talked for a while. I wish I could say things are back to the way they were before. But I�m just not feeling him right now. Every time he tells me how much he loves me, I respond with �Oh really�. I can�t say it back because I don�t feel it. I talked J-mac into giving me $100 (I told him I needed to get my hair done, which is not a complete lie.) The truth is, I plan on using that money to get my hair done, right before I go see B. With the extra money, I will likely go buy some new lingerie. I know that�s dirty, but oh well. What he does not know won�t hurt him! |
2:22 p.m. || May 12, 2004 |
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