Bounce back
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It�s not to often I can relate to a Juvenile song (all though �Back that Azz Up� was my song back in 1998 {dayummmm I�m gettin old}), but right about now I�m feelin his song �Bounce Back�. I was happy then I was shook up, I was even at a loss for words for a few days but now, I�m bout to Bounce Back. Mmhmm� that�s right I�m gonna work on controlling these emotions because the last thing that I want is for my life to be about a boy. Okay, now with that outta of the way�.. Call me crazy (won�t hurt my feelings not one bit) but I�m seriously thinking about doing this. Actually it�s been something I been thinking about for a while. I looked into it a few years ago when I was in school but after reading about the commitment required, I knew I could not do it with such a hectic and unpredictable school schedule�.oh and there was the small fact that I was sexually active at the time and the last thing I wanted was to slip up and get pregnant. FYI�your required to shoot up, hormones that is, into your body to produce more eggs which quadruple your chances of getting pregnant. But since there is not regular action going on round here (note: last week was a fluke, once in a blue moon type of thing) now would be the perfect time. And according to my OB/GYN doc, I�m at my peek egg producing years, which is part of the reason my periods have been so heavy and painful the last year in a half. Why let all these good eggs go to waste? Now before some of you Saved-sactified-baptzed-in-the-holy-ghost-holier-than-thou-can�t-do-no-wrong folks start chastising me, please read the disclaimer at the bottom of this page and take the appropriate actions. Some people feel egg donation is wrong for whatever reason. I personally see nothing wrong with it. I would much rather have infertile women adopting the youngins that are already in this world, but if a family really wants a kid of there own, and experience all the �joy� of pregnancy and child birth then hey, I say go for it, cause the last thing I want right now is the swollen ankles, unusual cravings, spreading nose and crazy outta-control mood swings (oops I guess I already have the mood swings down). There are a lot of good reasons to donate eggs, one of which being the check for $4000 dollars. Of course I will also be helping out another women who would typically be unable to have kiddies. But damn $4 g�s�.that right there pretty much sold me. Yeah, so, I�m money hungry�you aint figured that out by now??? Yesterday I contacted a local fertility clinic to set up a time to go meet with someone who can give me more information about egg donation. I have not completely made up my mind because obviously there are some serious things you have to take into account, like giving yourself daily shoots of hormones, needles freak me out enough and the thought of giving myself shots in the tummy gives me the chills. But $4000...I will just have to put a jacket on and shoot up. Anywho, I will keep ya up-to-date on the progress. Who knows in about a year there could be a beautiful little pearl runnin around with half my DNA. LOL In other news, I�m back on the second job again. It�s the same one I did back around Christmas time. I know I�m crazy for trying to work from 8:30-5:00 then 5:30-10:30, but I wanna a new car, I want a nice vacation this summer, I have been lusting after the Apple Ipod for two years now (ever since I seen it on Oprah�s spring give away show) and I want to pay down some bills. And until one of you lovely people care to donate to the Blackpearl fund, I�m forced to work like a slave. The only shitty part about the job is I�m gonna miss all my good shows. Times like this I wish I had TiVo. I guess this weekend I will read my VCR manual (if I can find it) and attempt to figure out how to set my VCR to record my favorite shows. I guess that�s enough ranting for the day. Hope each of you have a oh-so-lovely weekend! I hate to do this to you Eastcosters but�.I have to brag about the fucking fabulous weather were having out west�record highs in the 80�s almost all week. Yesterday, 85 degrees and blue skies for days. Todays predicted high in Sac 80 degrees and tomorrow the first day of spring it is supposed to be 85�oh how I LOVE the California sunshine |
10:39 a.m. || March 19, 2004 |
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