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So the whole WW thing aint going so great. I don�t know if there is really a right time to start a diet�or rather change the way you eat (as WW likes to emphasize). It�s possible that I am just making excuses for my self. I could have turned down the tequila shots, jagamister, guacamole and chips and the cranberry juice with coconut rum on Saturday night. I could have walked away from it all and locked myself in my room like a hermit and not socialized. But that would not be me. I could have just taken 1 shot of tequila. I could have had just a few nibbles of guac and chips (which I think I did). I could have just had 1 small glass of cranberry juice and rum instead of 4. Sunday when we went to the Cheesecake Factory for my nieces� birthday, I�m sure that if I looked at the menu long enough I could have found something that was not so full of tasty goodness with tons of calories. I thought I made a wise choice when I went with the Pecan Crusted Catfish with corn succotash and mashed potatoes. Now had I been thinking a little more clearly, I would have substituted the potatoes for a salad. But it didn�t cross my mind until after I tasted the first bit of those yummy buttery, creamy potatoes. Oh and I had cheesecake. And not that lowfat cheesecake. I actually had the real version. Some 600 calories or so now attached to my body. Last night I had to kick it with work folk. A special fundraiser dinner. Two types of salad, a few pieces of pasta, roasted veggies and Caribbean turkey with a mango chutney. Sounds semi healthy right?? Hmp..the food was so damn good I feel guilty. I thought I made wise choices. After one bite of pasta I was ready for more but I withheld, ate my other goodies and by the time I was finished I was too full for cake. The waiters just slapped a piece of cake in front of me�what was I to do. So like a good young lady, I indulged in the cake along with everyone else at the table. I didn�t wanna appear to stuck up to eat a piece of cake. Oh who am I kidding, I wanted that cake. I love white cake (I woulda passed if it as chocolate) and it was fuking delicious! But today is a new day. Now if I can just not count what I had for breakfast, everything will be all good. |
11:47 a.m. || September 28, 2004 |
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